
My
right leg had gone completely numb, prompting me to take a moment to
sit down for a break. Mosquitoes, gleeful that their prey had stopped,
took full advantage of the situation. I could barely slap the things
away, my hands barely opening at this point. I couldn't even untie my
boots to get at those blisters I felt forming on my heel.
This
was day 3 and I was no longer under any illusion that I was in trouble.
14 miles, we had gone up and over 2 passes. I had lost sight of the
group promptly after lunching at the Nisqually bridge, my energy level
plummeting, completely ignoring the fact that I still had a full day to
go.
I'd learn later on that I wasn't the only one suffering
casualties. An hour ahead of me, John had bottomed out and was now
sitting on the trail. Jayson had developed a blister that covered his
entire heel. Dave, freak of nature that he is, was fine and beat the
three of us into camp by 2 hours.
Dave though, was leaving
after today. Jayson, John, and I had other things to consider - the
fact that this was the easiest of our "long" days weighed heavily on
all our minds.
The hardest thing to get over is pride. John
regularly puts in 20 mile hikes on the trails. Jayson and I had already
conquered New Zealand. Its these things that led us to believe we could
do the Wonderland in only 7 days, when everyone else does it in 10. We
still had longer days ahead of us - one of them being an 18 mile day
with 5,000 feet of elevation gain - we had to be smart.
It
hurt, giving up. This trip had been a life long dream of mine. It was
meant to be the perfect cap to my year's worth of travel. And we
weren't going to be able to do it. We had only put away a third of the
mileage and already I had developed a pretty bad case of tendinitis.
This
incontrovertible truth hit me as I was finally out of the woods, hiking
along the road. In just 2 miles, I would finally be done with the day,
meeting up with the support group to end the single hardest day of
hiking in my life. Then out of nowhere, a group of 6 10 year-olds and
their moms barreled past me. When you have kids passing you up on the
trail, its time to re-evaluate your goals.
So next year. We'll be smarter, having been humbled by the mountain.

Day 3 photoset